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Learning a written language was and still is for me a long process of getting spelling and grammar and speaking words correct, so that people understand my visual thoughts.
What I hear and what I see as the written symbols in world of the alphabetical symbols for sounds, which are really aberrations ‘departures from what I hear as normal, usual, or expected’, as for the word aberration, typically from my ears the sounds spoken to the written form is not what I hear. This departure also happens from seeing a story and putting the story into written words. My mind and voice portraits the pictures different when I talk to someone, I must remember to make the picture clear for the listener.